!!Connotation!!

You, mere probability,
Sudden present possibility;
Range amongst none and one,
My obscure opportunity.

Subsidy for the entity,
foreclosure of dreams;
levity, anti-gravity,
pragmatism in themes.

Special so the nature,
obtuse the view;
Summer, out they went,
ochlesis forever.

Laden with guilt,
glistened insane;
proclaimed the witness,
shadow for my name.

Shrill from the door,
further sleepless thrill;
enamoured by deadspell,
submerged by skill.

Brought upon oneself,
tortured skin, mine;
a dash of red lemon,
the color of the clime.

Obvious orange outage,
outrage at the design;
ardent, effort in vain,
my meticulous rhyme....